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Wednesday, May 11, 2011

How to Kick ANY DRUG!

OK, it's come to my attention, that some of my Facebook friends, may have drug problems. First a little about me and my problems. So I won't come off as, some giant phony. I started doing drugs, when I turned 12, after my friend had introduced me, to smoking pot. We'd skip school to smoke pot...I'd be at her apartment, all day long smoking weed. Anyway I up'd my game, after meeting a friends ex-boyfriend, at the ripe old age of 13. Who turned me on to sex, and to the wonderful world of Coke. That's right, so at 13, I became hooked to sex and a drug dealers coke. That's all I ever wanted to do at that age, have sex, and do drugs.

So after my father found out the loser statutory rapist, had almost stolen his 13 year old daughter, who still had her barbie collection. My boyfriend at that time, was a man that said he was 19, in all actuality was really 28-years-old. Of course 6 months latter, my dad broke us up! Ending my 6 month addiction to coke, and to my Ex-junky-dealing-boyfriend . Or...at least my addiction had ended for a moment, when I didn't know anyone, or a better descriptive was; "I didn't have any connections, who had coke or knew any dealer's, at that particular moment in time." So pretty much, from the age of 13 till 34, I partied the lights fantastic, for most of my teenage and adult  life. OK, so I started back up with drugs again, while I was striping at a place called the Seventh Vail.

Now most, but not all of the girls who worked there, did get high. It wasn't a secret, we had our drugs, shipped in. It was kinda funny, because when I wanted drugs, I had 3 dealer's on speed dial. Now at first I only did Coke. I would work all night, and then when I got home, I'd party all night. Just like that song stay up all day and party all night. Until one night. The coke caught up with me! Yes, I had a bad trip, on coke. I wound up hiding under some blankets, praying for my suicidal thoughts, to go away that night. That's when a friend turned me on to Meth, yes that's right, a drug that's about a hundred times worse then coke. Now I liked Meth, cuz, I could use a little bit of it, and stay-up for hours and hours, while saving money. Until even that drug became like breathing. So finally, I became fed up with my drug scene....that's when I decided to quit doing drugs. So here's the plan that worked for me, I hope for all the people, whom are going threw these types of addictions, that what worked for me...will work for you.


Here's my list of what you can do:
  1. Get rid of your dealers numbers.
  2. Stop hanging with people who do drugs. Unless those people quit to.
  3. Find out whats really driving you to want to do drugs. What's your real issue, that you're covering up with drugs.
  4. Know that once you stop, all the emotions, that you wanted to hide and feelings, will bubble up in your memories.
  5. Know that only you can help you to really quite. No intervention will work. You can do this by yourself.
  6. Ask for forgiveness from yourself, for what you have done to yourself, for what you have probably done and said to other's as well.    
  7. Know that there are no perfect people in this world, and that everyone makes mistakes.
  8. If you relapse, don't beat yourself up, just don't pick up where you left off, don't do more drugs the next day.
  9. Find something to fill the whole where God should be, the reason, you tend to keep filling it with drugs or sex.
  10. Know that you may feel a little numb after quiting, and that will go away.
  11. Find some other stimulant, like espresso, or riped fuel pills, when your having a graving.
  12. Find a Hobie, writing, hanging with friends or...anything else that will keep you from partying.
  13. Stop making excuses, to have reasons to do drugs.
  14. Just stop to think, how much better you'll feel, with out drugs in your life.
  15. think about how you want your kids, and family members, to respect you.
  16. Take a good look in the mirror... can you honestly say, you like what you've become, while being on drugs.
  17. Talk up to yourself, put away your down talk about yourself. Try to stay light and positive.
  18. Love yourself, know that it's OK to cry, don't stuff your emotions.
  19. Fight the cravings, yes they will always be there, but don't give into them, you can be strong.
  20. Learn how to relax, without a drink, line or class pipe in your hand.
Anyway, these steps have changed my life, you'll never find me, with a dealer on speed dial again! I'm no longer owned by any drug or dealer. Meth and Coke, will destroy your life, ruin your health, and break your family member's hearts. Especially, when they have to lay you to rest, in the cold, wet, ground! My heart goes out, to my friends and facebook friends, whom have drug addictions. But...tomorrow's a new day! You can quit! I know you can! I'm living proof, if a 13 year old junky, could save herself from a brutal addiction, quiting over and over again, finally quiting 4 years ago, then so can you. If I could do it, you can too! Peace out...

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